Her Case is “Re-Surfaced”

She had withdrawn from college last year due to medical reason. She came back this year to jonin the JC1 during the second intake with the “approval” of her parents and doctor(s). The fact remains that she is still so thin (weight hovering around 35kg or lesser, I think), so pale (flushed out of “qi”, somewhat) and look so sickly (one look, you know she has some medical conditions that need immediately attention). All these reasons combined made her current CT worried sick and came running after me. Not that I can help much, just that I was her CT last year.

She is a one-digit-pointer in O Level and study has always been her passion and priority. It is not easy to see how she can cope this year, bearing in mind her health concerns. I think she knows that if her condition were to somehow worsen, she might have to stop studying again. And maybe because of this, she is also trying hard to hide her conditions, not wanting anyone to know her past. For quite many times, she had defied doctor’s suggestion for her to be warded just because she wanted to remain in the school to study.

A few times when she was warded, she will be placed in a special ward, where she cannot have access out of the hospital and she will be closely watched by doctors and nurses to make sure she eats and take her medication. She will be there being watched, waiting for the time (by days) to pass by, feeling (too) cold most of the time. The way she views it, the hospitalization experiences did not necessarily improve her conditions and the thought of them actually made her much more stressed up as she had to be away from college for such a long period of time. Mm.. Yes, she is regarded (in the medical field) as having a mild kind of psychological disorder.

~ Fighting Spirit ~
She is fighting on certainly. Indomitable!
Just a thought : For those who are able to study now, do they treasure such opportunity the way she does?

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